surviving the 70's

The first time I did HEROIN was in 1973 and it had me from the start, I would have done anything to keep from getting "dope-SICK" and almost did.I cringe every time it crosses my mind.Even though the deadly drug nearly killed me it still controled every part of my life.The time had come to decide witch PATH I wanted:KEEP WORSHIPPING HEROIN or LIVE CLEAN and SERENE ONE-DAY-at-a-TIME!
That decision cost me everything and promises come true if I believe in the process and follow it to

keep this one must give ït" to others pass it on with no expectations of reward or blame it isn't about ME
It is a way of living CLEAN and SERENE just for TODAY
Cost:Absolutetly everything good and bad is put in the inventory and with God and another person discuss and give in and allow God to help me weed out the bad defects and improve on the GOOD

All this must be done then Maintenence Part of that is making a list of the people I Screwed over or hurt
Then going to thesae people and Make Amends for damage caused and help others always without praise do it because I want 

All this takes away the desire to USE and changes have happened by this point that  baffles me but take it and Pass this message to others that similar circs got us to a jumping OFF point and NEED this way of living unfortunately one must want and to believe it is God and the way of living witch includes daily

inventory is taken of myself was selfish ,pride etc. etc.meditate and pray for God to Guide me on this Path or direction

This brings us to the give away step in order for us me to stay clean and serene helping others find thier path of healing we can share the Experiences the strength of my relationship not just with friends but strengthening the bond and feeling of being useful and can start to gradually fit back in to LIFE I must
SHOW-UP SHUT -UP and LISTEN-UP     these three things help me keep REAL  except that I am only passing this on so I remain clean
The way it was explained to me I CAN'T   (admitting that my life was a TOTAL DISASTER)
GOD CAN (BELIEVE God can restore my life and me to SANITY)
So I WILL ask what GOD'S will is ONE-DAY at a TIME in order to help others find the path they need to be on I just tell them how it WORKS in my life if I do a few things one day at a time I do not need to USE dope or PEOPLE aren't the enemy it was my character flaws and my refusal to listen but NOW is where I am mostly the PAST is a TOOL now and this way of  life is GIVING me a NEW PAST

I LOVE my life it is pretty simple3 but for me it goes as well as I'm willing to GIVE my self my time my experiences strenths now and hope   The path isn;t smooth and Today I allow myself to be wrong or weak to use this""  crutch ""give me two so I'M balanced"

Always seeing and looking for the path and seeking ... ...

Thanks for your time be good to yourself no one else will hehehe
         BYE for NOW


Live clean and serene one-day-at-a-time ALL!
                                                                                                        YOUR FRIEND (think about "it")

                                                      

MORE THOUGHTS

The thoughts coming at us and pondered by us don't
have to be carried out.Over the past several years I
have researched and studied this and come to CONCLUDE
that at any-time at any-place these thoughts can be stopped
completely or changed contrary to prior BELIEF SYSTEM
Doing this exercise is the BEST WAY to CREATE in us a
NEW BELIEF SYSTEM complete with a new PAST because
what I like to say isTHIS:what has PASSED is PAST so when
it comes up and it will remember:When you get hit in the FACE
with a BUCKET of SHIT \/ BE - SURE - to - CLOSE - YOUR - EYES

This has been great fun for me and I hate to stop writing when I am on a ROLL i should play my role
as I have studied my charactor and tried to live in his shoes so I can play him properly and do justice
to the role so when ROLL FILM is called I am in my role so the rolling film can capture this forever
in a CAN stored so far inside the WAREHOUSE of the WORLD you remember a story about a
mystic sub marine captain named NEMO the "SUB"was called the NAUTILIST This Nemo and his
sub are said to be just fictional folklore but make no mistake about it\/ NEMO and the NAUTILUS
are real and do exsist in a different dimension in this TIMe with the machine I have made will take us
(my assistaNTS mutt AND jeff) TO THE DIMENSION WE MUST BE IN TO A PLACE THERE:
ATLANTUS this is real there as well let's get on with it MUTT?JEFF? let's go we have an appointment
for DEATH we won't be keeping that appointment The machine starts and SILENCE NOTHING TASERS and spheres of light \/ then we are talking to Captain NEMO aboard the Nautilus He informs
us as to our ROLE and his are in this mixed up ASSIGNMENT Probably shouldn't think about that so the best thing to do is listen to the one who has the answers and right5 now that is NEMO the NAUTILUS and the city of ATLANTIS are the answer so we are in the coolest "sub"I have ever seen it is more like a luxury Hotel and Atlantus can be seen through the large window on the "bridge"Captain

NEMO was about 5'feet 6"tall and he stood straight and his face was gentle looking and a look of understanding like the typical Grandpa well Mutt and Jeff were registering at the Hotel NEMO in Atlantis it was huge the suite we were issued was the Presidential suite witch was the whole top floor completewith hot=tub and swimming pool a weight room a Movie house in the Hotel along with several restaurants and night clubs the very large Casino was in it's own building about three blocks north it was all so overwhelming I decided to go to the suite and sleep for a while so I could figure out the next move until then ... ... ... ..GOOD-BYE

THOUGHTS

Thinking can be a tool used to render a situation SAFE from EVIL and any other enemies it will encounter, however it is vital that one keep a cool head in any and ALL scenarios known and unknown
every piece of information will always BE AVAILABLE to the CALM ONE every time.I hope this information prove to be helpful,although being helpful should not be confused with actually putting one's money where the infamous MOUTH IS!!PUT -UP or SHUT-UP/SHAPE-UP or SHIP OUT etc. etc.... ...!!


WHEN the PROVERBIAL SHIT HITS THE FAN/SHIT TRAVELS DOWNHILL and PAY-DAY is
                                                         FRIDAY!!        


                                   GEORGE TIFFIN